Realist, Spritual or Religious

You: Are you  Spiritual or religious

Me: none, I only believe in things that can be proven recursively or atleast has a scientific explanation published by reliable and unbiased personals

You: what is religious to you??

You: And what is Spirituality??

Me: for me religion is set of rules. It gives direction to the directionless. It can be treated as a default. it's suppose to be teaching good morals, empathy and values. But history tells me that it has failed miserably.

Me: I see spiritually in a respectful way compared to religion. But it's very much focused on "me", "my" and "mine". i.e. looking within oneself, but not in others? Spirituality, if I'm not wrong, talks about going to an unknown place in search of life, while it doesn't talk about living the one you've. It's mainly suited for the escapist, someone who is trying to run away from the "now". And it helps them stay motivated and optimistic.

Me: if someone asked me  "What should I be? Religious, Spiritual or Realist"

I'll say

Be a Realist, if you've the courage to question the norm, while understanding it. Helping society grow by voicing your opinion against what's wrong and supporting what's right. Because society  (like it's counterpart, religion) is a set of rules, but these rules are still amendable and transformable. Society is basically, as I keep saying, "a religion in making", and you're one of the makers. Society can be improved and can do better, unlike religion, which refrains from changing it's set of rules which rightly worked during the era that religion came into existence.

Be Spritual, if the "now" you're living in  either isn't in your control or if you've found defeat in being a Realist. There are some great aspects of spirituality, like meditation that can be followed independent of your belief system.

Be religious, if you're told to be and you don't want to question the norms. Some great learnings from religion can be camaraderie, optimism and discipline (if adopted correctly). Just don't kill or harm other people. If you and your religion is able to do that, and can detach itself from capitalism, then I'll start following your religion 😉

Laughing Cries

deviant sunshine,

thru dawn to dine

 

in its seldom glory,

I'll tell a story

 

of people who prosper,

on those who suffer

 

some weep in fear,

some feed on tears

 

 

The world of mine,

has lost its spine

 

in the stride of greed,

millions left to feed

 

you sink in silicon,

drowning everyone

 

then you won't despise,

when my laughter cries

MiTTi

SHER KI DAHAD HAI TU
AAJ KAR DE CHEER FAAD TU

MAUKA LEKE MUKKE SE
DE CHAR CHAUKE MAAR TU

 ..........

DUNIYA ME DUNIYA KO LEKE
KITNE GEET GAYEGA

TU MITTI HAI, MITTI HI BANKE
MITTI ME MIL JAYEGA

 ..........

MANZILE KAR KAR PAAR TU
NA JEET HAI NA HAAR TU

SINNA TAANE SINNE SE
SINNE PAR MAAR DE VAAR TU

THe GoiNG

when going gets tough the tough gets the

going

and you

can't do shit ... about that

knowing

and the

tears they hide in the smile you

showing

and this

world in it's glee won't stop

throwing

all the

basking fails of yours in your

going

when

going gets tough the tough gets the

GOING!!!

мιηє ιѕ ƒяєє∂σм,вυт ι αιηт ƒяєє........

each tear i shed,rolls bak in me.
m crying under water,for no one can see.
does sumone knw,where was i ment 2 be.
mine is freedom,but i aint free.........

wish i could find myself in me

each tear i shed,rolls bak in me.
one wound i heal,another scar i see.
no one to know,where was i ment 2 be.
mine is freedom,but i aint free.........

iWRiTe - eVeRy MoRNiNG 4 aiR, DaT i BReaTHe

4 in the morning, at the 14th level,
In my balcony, when I'm having a smoke.
After a drag or two, I stretch my arm,
To share it with someone, I can call as a folk.

But there ain't any, I miss those many,
Friends that I had back home.
Nothing was mine, I earned nothing,
They were they only once, I owned.

Trust me or not, I miss them all,
They lie somewhere in my heart beneath.
I feel such things, I feel this bit,
Every Morning 4 air, that i breathe.

iWRiTe - 'One Zero Zero' yrs of IT in RG

I'll never forget those days I spent,
At this place so worth, at this place where I went.
In this 4 year journey, been through every bent.
Fun is all I learnt and fun is all I meant.

"100 yr of IT in RG"

Well I didn’t even attend 1 year if I were to sum up my attendance. I never knew where were our practical’s conducted. In our FE's we wrote our timetable, in SE's it was a matter of few pixels, TE's we didn’t knew what lecture we were sitting in, finally into our BE's "hey buddy got the timetable?" was reverted with "I don’t know the time but surely know the venue, its somewhere around fisheries,7 bungalow!"

I won’t forget that :
1. In our FE's we played football in our classroom
2. We were literally suspected 4 a stupid stamp theft by d IT department or should I say FBI department, I didn’t knew till then that pleading in public is actually an act of theft!!
3. The two funtertaning I.V., we pulled out a sugar cane from a running truck from the window of the of we were in while both were on their run.
4. The only Canteen in the world where people actually get down to earth
5. Tappri, the place more crowded den the college
6. Midterms! Now I know in what way rescaling an image to 10% of its actual size is useful!
7. I literally never knew what the subject was until the day before its exam, In fact the night before :-D
8. Running behind the display board for results, as if we were stuck in our 2nd gear.
9. Never Noticed the Notice Board.
Well the list shall continue … but the college won’t … 

Been always late to the classes,
Been always late to the schools,
Been always late to all places,
Tic Toc Tic is the world of fools.
I wonder how people survive,
I wonder why they obey these rules,
Make them realize that they are people,
They pretend to be a herd of mules.

In the class i just entered,
The professor got so insane,
To see me so many days after,
Or to see me smile again.

I somehow get through and place my ass,
Beside those idiots i know,
I borrow a pen and a paper that would surely last
Throughout the Semester flow.

Now I wonder what is he trying to say,
I wonder if it’s English though,
I try and try then let it go, because
“I just couldn't!" is what i finally know.

I give it up,
I am all done,
I recall my last night fun,
And my midnights run.

As I start with, as I begin,
Somehow that freak sees me dreaming,
He widens his eyes, He says some shit,
I care no damn is what makes him unfit!

Why won’t they let me spill my thoughts?
Why would they always drool?
They act as if I am the only person,
Ignoring the damn only fool!

BE – IT RoX … … … SE ki Taisi … … …

мє ๓є ﾶ乇 m3 MΣ më ........

iZ Me - RoNaK DeSai

LoTS LoST 2 ReGaiN
iN My oDDs
iN My LiFe
FRiKiSiSM
FReT FReaK
THeRe GoeS 'I'
iF iTs TRu, iTs Me
SeT Me FRee
I STaND aLoNe
DoPeD WiD iNSaNiTy
BaK 2 HuMaNiTy
LoST iT b4 & HeRe i LooSe iT aGaiN
TuRNiN PaGeSaa LiFe

iWRiTe - LoST aGaiN

I my way might wasn’t right,
But i wasn’t wrong 4 sure.
Nw dat u r gone, i’ve lost dat thing
in me, wat dey call “VIBGYOR”.

N d dusk, its on! I had been w8in 4 d dawn.
When wud u step bak in my life?
But d night u were gone, the dusk was on,
2 bring a new dawn, iN My LiFe
WaLK THRU Me n FeeL d PaiN,
BeeN LoST aGaiN, LoST aLL oVa aGaiN.

iWRiTe - iN My LiFe

Dusk is on, m w8in 4 d dawn,
When’ll u step bak in my llife.
Night u were gone, i thaught till morn,
Hope u look bak 2 see wats left in my life.

Days or nights, matter no, wat it was,
I miss moments u spent in my life.
I flirt my way, Nw m 2 repay,
Coz U weren’t U till u were in my life.
Nw dat u r gone, d dusk is on, n m w8in 4 d dawn,
When’ll u step bak in my life.

Last met u, has bin three fortnights,
M still in d dark, still no sign of d lights.
Wanted in past 2 stay ‘way from u,
Nw jus i thaught, was it wrong or was it right.
Ur absence, ur fragrance, ur heart, ur eyes
Where’s dat all or where’s my sight.

Where to go? Where i lie?
Is it u or is it me, who’s d 1 disguised?
Dial dat pad, n ring me up!
Help me make myself unbiased.

Doped wid pain, m boozed insane,
M lost again, M lost all over again.

iWRiTe - I STaND STiLL, I STaND aLoNe

I can feel d Time walking thru me,
Can’t hold my breath n w8 2 see.

I can listen ppl talkin 2 me,
Can’t understan their words or wat dey mean,
I giv up nw, I surrender my win,
Saw a lot in past, don’t wanna again get in.

Within ppl who are in my known,
I Stand Still, I Stand Alone.
M cursed wid blessings n blessed wid curse,
Rain on me thy Rain-O-Merce.

iWRiTe - TReaSuR

I’ll treasure my pain,
Treasure all i can.
I’ll treasure my life,
Treasure dos memories insane.

Jus can’t help it out,
Thinkin bout dos freakin doubts.
In d end, its all on me,
Its poured on me all again.
M Lost again, m lost again

iWRiTe - SeT Me FRee

Sumway out, dhr must b sumway out,
Set me free, no longer wanna b in doubt.
M exhausted! M suffocated!
Neva wanted things to go so complicated.

So set me free, jus set me free,
I’m not d 1 i ever wanted 2 be.

iWRiTe - NyTs VeR DaYs

Hi! Hello! Here v meet ‘gain,
To start ova dos things insane.
Pull out d keys,
Lets clutch our bikes.
Lets Earn d fun,
N reach dos heights.

Recall all moments,
Cops chased our sights.
Breaking all road blocks,
We breezed thru dos street lights.

Chalte Chalte,
Woh Lamhe,
We sang it all,
Thruout our ways

Turn by Turn,
N Ride by Ride.
On our way,
D way we raised our pride.

Wheel turns,
Halts at petrol pumps,
Dos coffee stalls,
Dos Rock Bottoms.

Lets burn our wheels,
Lets throttle our rides.
Lets bring it all,
Lets tak it our side.

Nyts ver Days,
Or Days ver Nyts.
I Care no damn,
I luved our Nyts.

iWRiTe - W8 a MoMeNT

A second b4 was darkness,
D very second is bright.
Lost is, wat, my soul is,
Or hav i lost my sight.
B eclectic is wat teaches lyf,
Makes you walk on a thin edge knife.

Left Colors of hope left dip inside,
Tables turn, foes b’come d one’s b’side.
Sun pops out n scares d nyt,
Curse me lord if i’m right.

I push my fingers in2 my skull,
Cant stay far long frm my gurl.
Wat m i saying? Where am i?
Wish u cud understand the talk i try.

Mark my words, Feel d same,
Play Tough Dear! Dis Lyf za Game!

iWrite - WiD a DiFFeReNT GeNRe

Burn me up!
If u think dat i lie.
Jus Burn me up!
No reason 2 survive.
Jus burn me up!
Dhr’s nothing left 2 try.
BURN ME UP!
I WAS BY NW,
wat 1c i feared 2 b,
CARVING MYSELF,
as d way ppl want me.
LEFT ALONE,
was hate u sowed in me.
WORLD 2 ME,
was d love u got me,
WHOM 2 TRUST,
i lost 1, i had in me.@
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.
.
.
.
.
.
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Had A peck of my lyf,
on d rocks of sorrow.
I can take down 1,
bt dhr will b million 2 follow.
I fake my lyf,
4 all dos tears i swallo.
Bt nw is my tym,…..

iWrite - 2d1i LoST

Gurl! I never!
Trust me! Forever!
I aint the one!
Nw I drop my weapon!
I never knew, u been so in love,
I took it as a friendship $ a bit of care or so!
I wouldnt had been sorry, if I didnt ever know!
But let me tell u now, i have nowhere to go!!!
Right from the start, right from that begining,
I told u, i hated what u were dreaming,
I warned u, i screamed, i shouted it out,
But trust me or not, i aint the person to doubt!
Let me show u, Let me explain it how,
Things in me, things in u are about to avow,
No one did ever had a word of truth,
But my this rhyme walks on! Where we once placed our foot.
I was the one, i started this game!
But sooner i found, i couldnt handle this fame!
People had words with names of ours!
I knew this were wounds, not matter of scares.
What effected me, werent this little talks.
But on the road of attitude u had ur walks!
I quit the game! If its one man to play.
Coz, there has to be a ocean, if there is a bay.
Well! I never ignored, i just held on to the shore,
Couldnt flow with a ocean, with no waves anymore.
But then it was u, to foment the moment.
Melt was i, by that letter u had sent.
-m still on dis song, cant think ahead ‘ll msg u forth if any!

iWrite - 2d1 WHoM i1c eMBRaSSeD

Here am I again, Dont have a reason to your ‘why?’.
No words to say, just a note to you, before something for you, in me, would die.
Just had a thaught about what I did,
Cant figure it all, but can remmber a bit.
Just want to tell you, what ‘you _ to me’ and ‘I _ to you’ “DID”.
Well I was before you - drowned, but then it were you!
I got a life, got ways - to run on, new!
Could say that i was happy now, then before.
You helped a LOST, come back at his own door.
Well fine till now, but what happens next!
You depart my life, thinking about your own best!!!
This aint destined to meet you, but wish i, it ever does.
Its good if you read this, its better if you dont.
Because this says nothing but that - you and I wouldnt had suffered it all, if had you wont!
Forget the “Normals” of words, as you may say.
Let me explain this to you, whole, my way.
I was underwater, it was calmn inside,
Wasnt able to breath, but was having a happy ride.
You came like a breeze but a strom disguised,
You breached my trust, later but if, you could ever have realised.
WAT?!? You say dat “I” did it!
“I” was the one who broke it all?
Well think again.
Hit on the past, just look carefully if you could.
It was you first to do something you not had should.
Let me path you to what i mean…
Last I hung up! Remmber??? So, you could had ringed me back. Well if I were you, I would had surely done that. But you didnt! Your one call would had got my breath back. But OH Dear! You didnt! Not only till that moment, but till now. Gurl! How would you understand what it felt to me like!
That was what will one say “A Breach of Trust”. Just recalling that second again, Just feeling that what I felt - all over again, forces the one in me to react. That was wahat made me do all I did. That was what made you suffer and from far but made me too.
AND WHAT! What are “YOU” angry at? I never breached your trust, I did what you already knew. That moment you knew, what i could have/had done, I did the same. So what I did, was what I could had done. Dear! You should had known me by then yaar! You should had known that I would have crossed limits, for even a scratch to my trust on you. Well! This was by now, taring it apart. Curse you for that, Sweetie.
I did wrong! OK! I accept it. But just for once, feel it what I felt, place yourself at mine! Well you wont feel it the same untill u know what you were for me, because if you ever knew it, then you would had never done it.
Well! You were last till now and you would be,
If its all about loving someone deep heartedly.
Wont stop loving you, but cant stop this Hate! Ring me once yaar, wanna hear you, wanna talk to you. Well! ‘have changed a lot, but dont know what i have changed to…..? Will need your help knowing it!
MISS YOU……….n will always do!!!
P.S- “aur bolo….!”

iWrite - 2 BeST SoNGs i eVa WRoTe

Bring my life to breathe, coz I’m numb and all concrete.
Having on the Hearse my fleet, Can you bring my life to breathe?
In my odds it seems, all ends with broken dreams.
I’m placed on all those beams, Where I loose at all my wins.
Face it all! -
I can is! And I’ll bleed at all those kiss,
To me-
even zephyr cant release, coz I’m burnt with cold breeze.
Mark my words and what it means,
CoZ i aint through with all it seems.
Wish the time backward spins,
When this trees were little beans.
This makes me feel my heart and its beats,
This makes me know myself atleast.
I feel such all, I taste this feast,
Whenever I dial your last digits!
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.
.
.
.
I’m missing you,
For the love that we shed, And what we were through.
Trust me once forgetting all you knew,
And I’ll Strike it up the fret, till where it once grew.
Gurl! I’m missing you…..
Here I lie, with no one my side,
My questions deny to the answers i find,
Am I!, Am I the one!,
With that, With that bizarre fun.
Coz I!, Coz I cant crack why this Desert Burns.
Gurl! I’m missing you…..

iWrite

I.m.missing u,
for the.things.u.said,
for the.things.u.do,
Oh!.baby, I.m.missing u.
I love.u.bad,
No.matter wat.i.said,
dis.things make.me.mad,
u.donno how.much.i cared,
Oh!.baby, I still.do!
I.m.missing u.

Xirus

Xirus!!! that’s what i will call it, if i code it into a application in future…….
What i am about to tell is not exactly a anti virus,but a trick that i have been using from the last 2-3 yrs……believe u me!…..i do not need any anti virus software so no need of getting updates and no nothing. All you need to do is,a couple of clicks and your job will be done.
Mostly your source of virus is a pen drive.
No Before we start with this, make sure that your folder option settings are as follows
show hidden files n folders - enabled
hide extension - unchecked
hide protected OS files - unchecked
if not! u can alter this settings from control panel -> folder options -> view tab
Now whenever you are about to insert your pen drive
just follow this steps b4 you do so……
1. Task manager (ctrl+atl+del)
2. Processes Tab
3. explorer.exe
4. End Process (this will close all your everything but do not worry its a part of a procedure.Refer *)
5. File menu
6. New Task
7. Browse
Insert your pendrive
8. In Look in select the mass storage (the pen) drive (for e.g. “H:”)
9. Select All files in Files of Type
10. Delete the files you doubt to be a virus (Refer **)
11. Cancel
12. Type explorer.exe in open

now u can continue wid ur part of work
Its Confusing i know but it’s worth a zillion
i used dis trick for couple of years n hav faced no viruses.
Bt ya! if i mistakenly dont follow it - the next thing, i find myself doing d formatting **** n all
well i dont even use a anti-virus b’coz i dont nid it nw following dis.
*
ending the explorer.exe helps u kill d platform of a virus - i mean explorer.exe is support system to ur application & to the viruses too.
**
if u cant make out which file is a virus or which is not den
create a new folder in the pendrive itself
drag n drop all the files onto the folder
generally get rid of the autorun.ini file - just delete dat ****
also make it a habit of storing the files in a folder rather den directly pasting dem at d root

My Overnight Thaughts

Here am I again, Dont have a reason to your 'why?'.
No words to say, just a note to you, before something for you, in me, would die.

Just had a thaught about what I did,
Cant figure it all, but can remmber a bit.
Just want to tell you, what 'you _ to me' and 'I _ to you' "DID".

Well I was before you - drowned, but then it were you!
I got a life, got ways - to run on, new!

Could say that i was happy now, then before.
You helped a LOST, come back at his own door.

Well fine till now, but what happens next!
You depart my life, thinking about your own best!!!

This aint destined to meet you, but wish i,if it ever does.

Its good if you read this, its better if you dont.
Because this says nothing but that - you and I wouldnt had suffered it all, if had you wont!

Forget the "Normals" of words, as you may say.
Let me explain this to you, whole, my way.

I was underwater, it was calmn inside,
Wasnt able to breath, but was having a happy ride.

You came like a breeze but a strom disguised,
You breached my trust, later but if, you could have ever realised.

WAT?!? You say dat "I" did it!
"I" was the one who broke it all?
Well think again.

Hit on the past, just look carefully if you could.
It was you first to do something you not had should.



Let me path you to what i mean...
Last I hung up! Remmber??? So, you could had ringed me back. Well if I were you, I would had surely done that. But you didnt! Your one call would had got my breath back. But OH Dear! You didnt! Not only till that moment, but till now. Gurl! How would you understand what it felt to me like!
That was what will one say "A Breach of Trust". Just recalling that second again, Just feeling that what I felt - all over again, forces the one in me to react. That was wahat made me do all I did. That was what made you suffer and from far but made me too.
AND WHAT! What are "YOU" angry at? I never breached your trust, I did what you already knew. That moment you knew, what i could have/had done, I did the same. So what I did, was what I could had done. Dear! You should had known me by then yaar! You should had known that I would have crossed limits, for even a scratch to my trust on you. Well! This was by now, taring it apart. Curse you for that, Sweetie.
I did wrong! OK! I accept it. But just for once, feel it what I felt, place yourself at mine! Well you wont feel it the same untill u know what you were for me, because if you ever knew it, then you would had never done it.

Well! You were last till now and you would be,
If its all about loving someone deep heartedly.

Wont stop loving you, but cant stop this Hate! Ring me once yaar, wanna hear you, wanna talk to you. Well! 'have changed a lot, but dont know what i have changed to.....? Will need your help knowing it!

MISS YOU..........n will always do!!!